So I am feeling a little Better about life well today anyway.Got a lot done with Dan's mothers house as far as cleaning it out.WE have 2 more car load of things to move then thats about the end having to deal with that place then we have to take care of everything that has been packed up.Finding place to store it all maybe be trickie .Have a mess in my house now but i dont care it will get cleaned up.Worked in Marys bedroom today got her new bed put together and her old one out.looks much better in there.Had a very nice time with Dan last night was so nice to be with him.We talked and cuddled in bed i ve miss that. i ve missed him even tho he has been here the whole time just to much of life getting in the way.All i can say is NO more i m not going to let life get in the way of that anymore i dont care if i have to be mean i want and need my time with him.He is the love of my life after all we have been together 8 years now.Just when i think i cant love him anymore if i try'ed too somehow i do.Dan always brings out the best in me.I am so very grateful to have in my life as well as in my heart.The power of love...........I love you hunny you very wonderful man.So anyway that all i have to say for now